I am really glad you are still alive.
Maybe you should watch or rewatch "Ma nuit chez Maud" by Eric Rohmer and be very careful when Trintignant and his friend talk about Pascal, the french genius.
1. As you may know my good friend Romaric Sobac and I are collaborating on a project called Anus Solaire or just AS.
The output of this project is visible here.
2. We also started a series of audio output called "Les Entretiens de Grenoble", which is just talking and playing records. We meant to talk about philosophy but it seemed problematic.
This is here.